RYAN LEGRAND

how dramatic can my first Christmas celebration be?

it was supposedly a Christmas party, excluding the spirit of caring. Why I said supposedly, is because Peiying said in her own words, that Christmas is just an excuse to have a party. At first, I didn't think of it as something to ponder about so I just let it rest.

When the turning point happened at Sean's crib, I could not help it but think if what Peiying said was true. Christmas could really be just an excuse to have a party. After a while, I think that Christmas could be an excuse for everything.

But what was too much to handle was that someone had to steal on Christmas. What was that all about, nicking someone's stuff? It's Christmas la fuck. Even if that thing was lying around, it does not mean that its a bloody present for you to take it home what.

Even if it is a present, it should be wrapped and be placed under the Christmas tree, and you could only start unwrapping it on Boxing Day. okay I know that's not the issue.

And come on la, its somebody's house for goodness sake. You don't fucking steal things in people's houses man. It is just morally wrong and this sinful act questions your loyalty as a friend. Friends don't do this to their friends. The rules of friendship didn't state that stealing is perfectly fine between friends. Neither does it state that the things in your friends' houses are the best things to steal. This is just so fucking wrong la.

You're fucking lucky that this place we live in is not some Middle Eastern country. If it is, you'll get your fucking hand chopped off if you are caught for stealing.

But I think there is one thing that you can steal without being accused of theft and sent to prison, and also without questioning your integrity as a human being.

And that is, to steal someone's heart.

We should encourage more of that actually because all we need is love to stop everything negative from happening. It's a shield, like a Patronus Charm against the Dementors. If you want the spell to work, what you have to do is to think about the ones that you love, the ones you hold on closely to, the ones who are willing to go the extra mile for you and the ones whom you want to protect each and every single day. It's really love that triumphs everything.

ich vermisse dich, ashley.