Sunday, October 28, 2007

she let me go because she made too many mistakes, which led her to realise that she doesnt love me anymore. is that what you call logic? do you lose your love for someone whom YOU have made many mistakes to? isnt it that someone's decision to decide? i know i can't force her to love me. but i can show her what my love meant. as, im tping this, im jus hvg the most painful heartbreak in my whole entire lfie. she jst ans me o move on. how painful is that la..im just so sad, i really am..WHY MUST SHE DO THIS TO ME??? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS??? WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO??? I WORKED MY ASS OFF TO BUY FOR YOU THINGS, I SAVED UP MONEY TO BUY YOU THAT WINNIE THE POOH BEAR WHICH COSTS $100 PLUS, I LOST MY FRIENDS FOR YOU, I ALMOST FAILED MY STUDIES FOR YOU, I WAS THERE WHEN YOU NEEDED ME SO MUCH, I WAS THERE WHEN YOU LOST YOUR WALLET, I WAS THERE WHEN YOU WERE PERFORMING AT YOUR UN CONCERT AT NUS, I WAS THERE WHEN YOU WERE HAVING YOUR SPORTS DAY AT QUEENSTOWN, I WAS THERE WHEN YOU ASKED ME IF I COULD FETCH YOU FROM MADRASAH, I WAS THERE TO SEND YOU TO SCHOOL IN THE MORNING AND I DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP AT ALL, I WAS SICK WHEN I SENT YOU TO SCHOOL TWO DAYS IN THE ROW AND I DIDNT COMPLAIN AT ALL, I GAVE YOU MONEY WHEN I KNEW YOU DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY, I WAS RESPONSIBLE ENOUGH FOR YOU WHENEVER YOU DIDNT GET YOUR PERIOD ON TIME, I MADE YOU SMILE, I MADE YOU LAUGH, I TOOK CARE FOR YOU FOR 22 MONTHS AND I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME??

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