RYAN LEGRAND

well well well.

it looks like someone hasn't really got on with life as the past still lingers in the back of that person's head. i really wish 'em all the best man.

it seems that in life, good and bad things happen. good things always come in as a brand new package waiting to be opened. bad things, unfortunately, is like a recurrence of an unwanted past that dwells in our minds which happens in reality as something that we don't want to happen. its really up to us to face the fear of inevitability and run against it face first with the hopes of smashing all things bad into smithereens.

as for me, the past is somehow creeping back. i can't help it but think as to why i get reminded of a bad period in my life when i look into her sensual brown eyes.

i must say, creating a new chapter isn't easy. you gotta learn to let go of what has been holding you back. it is only necessary that you do so, because one must never dwell on something that will never last forever, even if happiness was on your side for that period of time.

aaaaaanyways, i've changed my blogskin. apparently, it does not work on certain browsers because the page will appear messy and whatnot. as far as i know, it only works with internet explorer. so i gotta change a lil something here and there right? well, i changed the whole layout man. here you go people, im sure its an easier read compared to the previous layout.

my dad is in hospital and im really worried for him. he fell twice, knocked his head on the toilet bowl and he's still keeping a smile on his face. i love you dad. take good care of yourself. im going to visit you soon.

and and and i love you ashley. yesterday was great, in my opinion. the long walks we had was something that i had envisioned as a walk down the aisle. hahahahahaha. that's too far fetched la. anyway, i did see you smile and i have to say, it's a really nice smile. hehe. and your hands are so freaking soft laa. its like a baby's buttocks. seriously, it felt like buttocks because i've personally touched my baby nephew's ass and it felt somewhat like your hands. oops, does it sound weird?

i reeeeeeaally hope to get the moolah soon. i need to replenish my funds man. and i wanna get fisheye number 2! wooohoooo!